The stratosphere of emotions

One day you have a really good day, getting stuff done feeling good about what you have accomplished sometimes i forget the demon that's lurking in the shadows of darkness that never really goes away he gives you a break sometimes, even making sure you feel so good you forget--you forget it comes at a price of the next day, when fog blankets your mind and nothing exists not the bridge you were standing on before not the calendar full of responsibilities, although nothing seems to exist except the magnetic pull to your bed and darkness. People around you get confused--but you were fine yesterday??Yea but being fine one day far from promises the next. Sometimes you almost wish every day was the same so you wouldn't have to play detective with yourself day in and out to see where in stratosphere your mind villains are at.